There comes a time when one's life demands for a partner,someone
with whom to share the many things that you cannot share with just
everyone else.
A time comes when wanting a woman or man to share a life with becomes a matter of necessity and urgency not for the thrill of having one and the benefits that come with having one but because you just need her or him because that is what you need the most.
When that happens,then you've become a fully grown man or woman.
That's the moment you realize you haven't lived yet and the material things,academic papers or any other achievement you might have around your neck in this life is subordinate to the demands of true living and genuine happiness...being able to live for that special person who embodies sacrifice,progress,forgiveness,understanding and compromise.
We all want love.We all want that one person who will come through for us in many ways,if not all,to make us feel the reality of what our hearts call for.When that feeling of dire need for that other beating heart sets in,that is when you realize that you have been 'alone' and thus the need to search.However,who is this one person we need?How do we get to know that s/he is the one?How easy is it to get the object of your desire?
Isn't it amazing to find that one person whom you so badly want to be with not because you can count the many important ways s/he is to you but because your heart and soul deeply desires to make him or her the object of your adoration and you find yourself deeply in love,not because you have a million reasons to,but because that is the best thing you want to feel,to live for ,to learn to do best and if possible die for!
I find myself in this state and I'm loving the feeling.The craving for her presence and touch is so immense.I wanna speed up the hand of time....
My Friend Beverly Bakhita from told me about my state of feeling that:You may be hurt if you love too much but you'll live in misery if you love too little..take care.She was right on the mark.When you love,being awake to the dynamics of relations is not a question of choice but necessity.Being hurt is one of the obvious.It is part of the package of love just the same way as bliss is.About loving too much...I have been there.The pain had a great taste but that was that and was back then.Just as she puts it,loving too little is neither an option too so I am going with everything.
Humans will always be human.We are born with a default ability to err or disappoint others as part of our natural encoding.We all can break a heart and we do or have done or will do at some point in time.The only way to be fair about it is to do so when it must and in a way that observes the basic principles of being humane and honest.
But all said and done:The one I fell for,She is the best.
Part of adoring her is accepting the many limitations she comes with for how so good above her am I to feel I am the better one in the tango :if you walk my shoes then you would know how easy it is to go off the rails.What makes one to be a cut above the ordinary erring mortals and so dear hence worth possessing and cherishing is the ability to exercise self restrain and exert self-correction mechanisms whenever need be.
With all the factors constant,undeterred and unhinged,I am swinging into this adventure with all the risks involved.After all,life is no life without risks.You can never know the other side of the 'what if..' till you cross the bridge to the other side and live it.Stick to where you are with your speculations,uncertainties and anxieties and live to wonder what life would be if the sunset was concrete enough to take to the bank.You will live to wonder if the sunset sings too apart from its charming and magnificent beauty in the evening sky.
A time comes when wanting a woman or man to share a life with becomes a matter of necessity and urgency not for the thrill of having one and the benefits that come with having one but because you just need her or him because that is what you need the most.
When that happens,then you've become a fully grown man or woman.
That's the moment you realize you haven't lived yet and the material things,academic papers or any other achievement you might have around your neck in this life is subordinate to the demands of true living and genuine happiness...being able to live for that special person who embodies sacrifice,progress,forgiveness,understanding and compromise.
We all want love.We all want that one person who will come through for us in many ways,if not all,to make us feel the reality of what our hearts call for.When that feeling of dire need for that other beating heart sets in,that is when you realize that you have been 'alone' and thus the need to search.However,who is this one person we need?How do we get to know that s/he is the one?How easy is it to get the object of your desire?
Isn't it amazing to find that one person whom you so badly want to be with not because you can count the many important ways s/he is to you but because your heart and soul deeply desires to make him or her the object of your adoration and you find yourself deeply in love,not because you have a million reasons to,but because that is the best thing you want to feel,to live for ,to learn to do best and if possible die for!
I find myself in this state and I'm loving the feeling.The craving for her presence and touch is so immense.I wanna speed up the hand of time....
My Friend Beverly Bakhita from told me about my state of feeling that:You may be hurt if you love too much but you'll live in misery if you love too little..take care.She was right on the mark.When you love,being awake to the dynamics of relations is not a question of choice but necessity.Being hurt is one of the obvious.It is part of the package of love just the same way as bliss is.About loving too much...I have been there.The pain had a great taste but that was that and was back then.Just as she puts it,loving too little is neither an option too so I am going with everything.
Humans will always be human.We are born with a default ability to err or disappoint others as part of our natural encoding.We all can break a heart and we do or have done or will do at some point in time.The only way to be fair about it is to do so when it must and in a way that observes the basic principles of being humane and honest.
But all said and done:The one I fell for,She is the best.
Part of adoring her is accepting the many limitations she comes with for how so good above her am I to feel I am the better one in the tango :if you walk my shoes then you would know how easy it is to go off the rails.What makes one to be a cut above the ordinary erring mortals and so dear hence worth possessing and cherishing is the ability to exercise self restrain and exert self-correction mechanisms whenever need be.
With all the factors constant,undeterred and unhinged,I am swinging into this adventure with all the risks involved.After all,life is no life without risks.You can never know the other side of the 'what if..' till you cross the bridge to the other side and live it.Stick to where you are with your speculations,uncertainties and anxieties and live to wonder what life would be if the sunset was concrete enough to take to the bank.You will live to wonder if the sunset sings too apart from its charming and magnificent beauty in the evening sky.
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